11:53 a. m.

im stuck in my bedroom, i go out sometimes but nothing seems to fulfill my heart.

id give anything for a mute buttom in my head, i know you left and nothing would have changed if i had pronounced «stay».

but, its okay.

nothing ever lasts forever and that has been well understood since 2019, and i repeat that its okay cause i have grown up and boosted my self steem. 

its just that sometimes i wish i knew better, but still the sun rises and i feel wining in every breath that i take, i wish i could go to a lake, sit down and watch the sunset while i hold my own hand, i need to remind myself she only got herself.

nothing its too bad, now i know better and i still dont get how i didnt use to get it back then, but days pass by and something is telling me that im no longer gonna see you in my dreams, and im not even sad about it, i wrote this cause the song playing 5 minutes ago said «id have loved to feel that i meant to you the half part that u mean to me» and well, i would have loved that too.

but not anymore, cause there is just a you and a me, but never again an «us».